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Tired of being sick and tired…

March24

Guess the title says it all…it’s been a rough week. I keep telling myself that I only have 3 more chemo’s to endure then it’ll be better…but you might as well tell me I have 300…I’ve tried so hard to stay positive and proactive with my attitudes and treatments but today I’m just tired…and sad…sad that my husband had to clean up my vomit…sad that my mother is feeling helpless…sad that I can’t make myself better…there is no magic treatment to make it better it’s all a process…a process I know I have to endure. I’m thankful that my husband doesn’t think twice about taking care of me…thankful that I still have my mother who so desparately wants to make it better…thankful that I’m alive. But today I’m just tired.

2 Comments to

“Tired of being sick and tired…”

  1. On April 4th, 2010 at 10:42 am sandy Says:

    Sorry you had such a down day, and hope things have been better since. Only 3 more treatments, wow that’s exciting.

    Hang in there, leaving you a ((((((HUG)))))))

    Just popping round to wish all Bridge Members a Happy Easter.

    Sandy
    http://homelessbridge.blogspot.com/

  2. On April 13th, 2010 at 5:21 pm Renee Says:

    Only 3 more to go Lisa!!

    I’ve got something here for you, so if you can p.m me your address over at sb.com I’ll get it sent off to you!!

    Sending love and hugs your way!! And don’t feel bad about the man looking after you, just think of all the cleaning, cooking, washing, picking up and special things you’ve done for him. It’s your turn now.

    And don’t worry it all comes full circle, you’ll be picking up after him again in no time!!

    If your ever need to have a chat or a bitch or a whine renee90@live.com.au

    Lotsa Love xxx Renee

    (Renee305 at sb.com)